My first day of college was today, Its first time I ever been in school or even around people my age in 7 years!!! It was weird but it has intresting story. I was going in, and I walked there (after much horrible fighting with my mom and her not allowing me to walk there unless Kurt walked me there) and got a coke out of the machine because they were out of water, grrr...well I was opening the coke and I was looking for my classroom NOT paying attention to the bottle of soda and this guy goes watch out its going to blow....and I look and im like oh **** and it overflowed some. Well I twisted cap back on and said thanks, todays not my day, haha and he goes...yeah we all have days like that (I noticed his sweet southern accent haha). Well he goes, know where classroom stratagies is and I am like no idea, I am looking for the same class and I am like oh here it is, and he was like oh and he sat down and I sat down. WELL the class was just how highschool is different from college and everyone had to introduce themselves....IRONIC story...the only boy who was ever nice to me in public school....IS IN MY CLASS!! I almost fell out of my chair when he introduced himself...sadly he looked way cuter back in the 6th grade haha. He didn't remember me but, its a small class of 7 boys, 6 girls (including me) and our teacher who is a girl (she sorta looks like barbie). I thought I'd never see that boy again, guess I was wrong. Well thent here was this....HOT like really hot guy infront of me...now he had PERFECT hair...I mean the kind of perfectness only actors have....I didnt think regular people could have hair that perfect hahahaha....but he was sort of an A$$ if you know what I mean, he was only one who raised his hand when she asked if anyone liked highschool and he kind of blurted out, our teacher's hot. He was hot, but didn't have brains...he probably is the kind of boy who will take advantage of a girl....so I don't want involved with him, just observing him that little bit I could tell he was super popular in school and very high strung on himself. Anyway at the end of it the teacher asked us if anyone had any questions for her...nobody seemed like they wanted to so she starts talking about her cat she rescued and then the kid who I talked to earlier that warned of my soda goes.."Do you like dogs?" and I am like...this kids cool!!!!! and she goes I like cats better but I am an animal lover. So after class left the people seemed like they jetted out of class and the guy who warned me of the soda was loading his stuff in his backpack and I go, I liked your question to the teacher, I love dogs. He goes thanks and I go, you own any dogs? He was like yeah a husky and samoyed mix you? eskie/golden mix. That's cool, mines 6 and I go mines 16 then the teacher came over and we stood in the class talking about dogs/animals for 7 minutes! Sadly I DONT know his name, lol. I told myself that I am having a chance to START OVER with school again and I am NOT going to take back seat again like I did in public and just be shy...I'm going to talk to people more and get to know them.
So that was my first day!
When the thunder rumbles, I can hear your sweet voice tell me you love me again. When the lighting strikes, I can see your anger in your eyes that you had to leave us. When the rain pours, I can feel your hug once more. That is the power of a memory.- CJ/// Someone once said, no boy you date will ever truly break your heart but there will be one man who can and that pain will never heal. I understand them now, my dad broke my heart 1/21/12...</3...and I honestly believe that nobody else could have went out so honorably and respectfully as he did. I'll see you on the other side.